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Friday, December 19, 2025

O'Hare Describes WWII Firing Squad: "German Justice Taking Its Usual Course . . ."

As time marches on, we are slowly forgetting what military historian Charles B. MacDonald has called "the greatest battle ever fought by the United States Army." The soldiers who fought in it are dying at the rate of 1,000 per day, and with them their history.

Unlike the talkative baby boomers in my generation - with our cell phones, the Internet and blogs - the soldiers of that Greatest Generation are strangely quiet and modest. They managed to save the world from a real Axis of Evil in spite of being caught late and off guard, and then went to work to make our own lives easy.

Although our memory is dimming, Blue Coyote tells us that in some portions of Europe, Americans are still considered "prima." The people of Bastogne still remember.

In his diary, my father never discussed what had actually happened during his captivity as a POW. Below you will find the only instance in which he speaks about the war. It's a letter he sent to the War Department in 1947, responding to an inquiry about one of his fellow POWs who never came home.

In reply to your letter of the 14th inst., I beg to express my regrets that you were required to make two inquiries concerning the above-noted matter. The receipt of your first letter was never called to my attention or you would most certainly have received a more prompt response.

Pfc. Michael Palaia and myself were sent with a detachment of American soldier-prisoners from Stalag IV-B to Dresden, Germany. After Dresden was bombed (about Feb. 14th, 1945), it became necessary for our captors to remove us to a new section of the City which, although not quite, was practically in the suburbs. It required climbing a rather steep hill to reach this place, from the summit of which it was possible to see practically the whole city. At the base of the hill was a moderate-sized street car barn and also a building in which German prisoners were hospitalized. I mention all of this as it may be necessary for you to fix the location of this place, and it is the only way I have of describing it, never having known the name of the section. Dresden is divided by the Elbe River and the section to which I have reference was on the eastern side thereof.

Our work after the bombing consisted wholly of cleaning cellars of their casualties and streets of their refuse. Our food ration per day was very low and survival made it necessary to pilfer food from cellars in which it was found from time to time. Unfortunately, Pfc. Palaia was discovered while doing this and at the time of the discovery one jar of string beans was found on his person. His number (prisoner number) was taken by the guard. The very next day when we had lined up ready to march to work, Pfc. Palaia was taken from our ranks by the German in charge - his official title being to the best of my recollection "Feldwabel." When we returned from work that night we learned that he was on trial for his life. Naturally, German justice taking its usual course, he was found guilty and four days after his apprehension he was killed by a firing squad. Four of our fellow-prisoners had witnessed this shooting, identified his body, dug his grave and buried him.

The shooting took place at some German military installation which, from the witnesses' reports was from five to seven miles from the location of our barracks. It must have been in a general westerly direction therefrom as I recall their stating that on their way they had crossed the river Elbe. I am not positive in my recollection of this, but I believe they also stated that they had constructed a cross for his grave to which they attached his dog tag.

The Month of his death was march, I am certain, and March the l6th, I believe. One of the witnesses was a Frank Terterici from Boston, Mass. I have a record somewhere of at least one of the other witnesses and his address. I will forward this information yo you as soon as I am able to locate same.

I hope the above account will be of some aid to you. Please have no hesitation in making further inquiry if you deem it feasible.

Asking your pardon for not having replied sooner, I am

Very truly yours,

B.V. O'Hare, Jr.

A Christmas Present From Kurt Vonnegut

A biographer has asked me for information concerning the friendship between my father and author Kurt Vonnegut. My brother, a pack rat, produced a letter that Vonnegut wrote to his own family, not long after he and my dad were released from a POW camp at the end of WWII. In many ways, this three-page letter is his first draft of Slaughterhouse Five. Vonnegut sent my family a copy of that letter, apparently as a Christmas present, in 1996.

Bewildered that he has somehow survived, the young Vonnegut tells his folks, "I've too damned much to say, the rest will have to wait." Fortunately for us, he got around to it.

This letter is too important to sit in a dusty attic, so I'm sharing it with you. If you'd like to see a pdf copy, just click this link.

Dear people:

I'm told that you were probably never informed that I was any­thing other than "missing in action." Chances are that you also failed to receive any of the letters I wrote from Germany. That leaves me a lot of explaining to do - in precis: I've been a prisoner of war since December 19th, 1944, when our division was cut to ribbons by Hitler's last desperate thrust through Luxemburg and Belgium. Seven Fanatical Panzer Divisions hit us and cut us off from the rest of Hodges' First Army. The other American Divisions on our flanks managed to pull out We were obliged to stay and fight. Bayonets aren't much good against tanks: Our ammunition, food and medical supplies gave out and our casualties out-numbered those who could still fight - so we gave up. The 106th got a Presidential Citation and some British Decoration from Mont­gomery for it, I'm told, but I'll be damned if it was worth it. I was one of the few who weren't wounded. For that much thank God.

Well, the supermen marched us, without food, water or sleep to Limberg, a distance of about sixty miles, I think, where we were loaded and locked up, sixty men to each small, unventilated, un-heated box car. There were no sanitary accommodations - the floors were covered with fresh cow dung. There wasn't room for all of us to lie down. Half slept while the other half stood. We spent several days, including Christmas, on that Limberg siding. On Christmas eve the Royal Air Force bombed and strafed our unmarked train. They killed about one-hundred-and-fifty of us. We got a little water Christmas Day and moved slowly across Germany to a large P.O.W. Camp in Muhlburg, South of Berlin. We were released from the box cars on New Year's Day. The Germans herded us through scalding delousing showers. Many men died from shock in the showers after ten days of starvation, thirst and exposure. But I didn't.

Under the Geneva Convention, Officers and Non-commissioned Officers are not obliged to work when taken prisoner. I am, as you know, a Private. One-hundred-and-fifty such minor beings were shipped to a Dresden work camp on January 10th. I was their leader by virtue of the little German I spoke. It was our misfortune to have sadistic and fanatical guards. We were refused medical atten­tion and clothing: We wore given long hours at extremely hard labor. Our food ration was two-hundred-and-fifty grams of black bread and one pint of unseasoned potato soup each day. After desperately trying to improve our situation for two months and having been met with bland smiles I told the guards just what I was going to do to them when the Russians came. They beat me up a little. I was fired as group leader. Beatings were very small time: - one boy starved to death and the SS Troops shot two for stealing food.

On about February 14th the Americans came over, followed by the R.A.F. their combined labors killed 250,000 people in twenty-four hours and destroyed all of Dresden - possibly the world's most beautiful city. But not me.

After that we were put to work carrying corpses from Air-Raid shelters; women, children, old men; dead from concussion, fire or suffocation. Civilians cursed us and threw rocks as we carried bodies to huge funeral pyres in the city.

When General Patton took Leipzig we were evacuated on foot to [...] the Checkoslovakian border. There we remained until the war ended. Our guards deserted us. On that happy day the Russians were intent on mopping up isolated outlaw resistance in our sector. Their planes (P-39's) strafed and bombed us, killing fourteen, but not me.

Eight of us stole a team and wagon. We traveled and looted our way-through Sudetenland and Saxony for eight days, living like kings. The Russians are crazy about Americans. The Russians picked us up in Dresden. We rode from there to the American lines at Halle in Lend-Lease Ford trucks. We've since been flown to Le Havre.

I'm writing from a Red Cross Club in the Le Havre P.O.W. Repat­riation Camp. I'm being wonderfully well fed and entertained. The state-bound ships are jammed, naturally, so I'll have to be patient. I hope to be home in a month. Once home I'll be given twenty-one days recuperation at Atterbury, about $600 back pay and - get this - sixty (60) days furlough!

I've too damned much to say, the rest will have to wait. I can't receive mail here so don't write. May 29, 1945


First published 12/10/07.

NorCo Council Votes 6-3 to Override McClure Veto of Ordinance Designed to Hamstring Exec Zrinski

At a hastily called "special" meeting of Northampton County Council last night, members voted 6-3 to override the veto of an ordinance that intrudes upon incoming Executive Tara Zrinski's ability to get things done, i.e. administer. It appears to be a last-minute effort to hamstring her by a lame duck Council. She is being punished for Lamont McClure's sins. In addition to being substantively flawed, the ordinance that was vetoed by outgoing Exec Lamont McClure was adopted in violation of both the Sunshine Act and Robert's Rules, as I explained in a post on Wednesday

Voting to override were Council members Lori Vargo Heffner, Tom Giovanni, John Brown, John Goffredo, Jeff Corpora and Ron Heckman. Four of these members will be off County Council at the end of this month.  Voting against the override were Council members Ken Kraft, Jeff Warren and Kelly Keegan. 

Before the vote, McClure outlined the reasons for his veto, including his argument that the ordinance was adopted in violation of recent changes to the Sunshine Act. The ordinance in question had been tabled for four months. Under Robert's Rules an indefinitely table matter dies unless it is removed from the table at the next meeting. In fact, when this matter was first brought up, County Council Solicitor Chris Spadoni said it had to be readvertised but quickly shut up when Vargo Heffner complained it had already been advertised once.  

Last night, Spadoni was no better. After McClure explained precisely why the ordinance was adopted in violation of the Sunshine Act, Spadoni's sole legal response was "I disagree."

Last night was Spadoni's last as Council's solicitor. 

When a new Council convenes in January, I suspect the very first item of business will be the repeal of this substantively and procedurally flawed ordinance. 

If County Council wants to administer the county, then they should seek a Home Rule Charter study and revert back to the Commissioner form of ogvernment. Then they can micromanage to their heart's content. 

Thursday, December 18, 2025

Trump: It's All Biden's Fault

Here are a few fact checks from the evil New York Times, which is hated by most Trumpers and will likely be deported. 

He claims more people are working now than ever before. But the most recent jobs report shows that the unemployment rate is at its highest level since the end of his first term. Oops.

He claims he has cut drug prices by 400, 500 and 600%. A 100% cut would mean you are paying zero. 

He said gas prices are $1.99 in many states. AAA states no states have gas prices that low. The national average is $2.90. 

He's now giving a "warrior dividend" of $1,776 to every soldier from tariff revenue. He's also promised all of us tariff dividends of $2,000. He's also promised me $20,000 for my health care and a $5,000 DOGE check. I 'll keep looking in my mailbox because he wouldn't lie to me, would he? 

He claims manufacturing is coming back "at levels we haven/t seen," but the truth is that factory construction has fallen this year. 

If his goal was to reassure the American people, he failed. What he did instead was prove Abraham Lincoln's adage that "You can fool all the people some of the time and some of the people all the time, but you cannot fool all the people all the time.”  

Trump is a confidence man who probably still is fooling some of the people all of the time, but he's no longer folling most of us. 

Mackenzie Among Four Republicans Forcing a Vote on Affordable Care Act Extensions

As reported in The Hill, Rep. Ryan Mackenzie (R.-Pa.07) is one of four Republicans who have teamed up with Democrats to force a House vote on a three-year extension of Affordable Care Act subsidies. Without them, premiums will soar an average of 114%.  

Mackenzie explained his vote in a news release. 

“My position has been clear throughout this process — we need both short-term relief to bring down prices and longer-term reforms to make healthcare in America more affordable for everyone. In order to achieve these goals, I have opted for the only remaining option in the House — a three-year extension of the enhanced credits, because this will keep the conversation alive.”

Mackenzie, as most of you know, represents the Lehigh Valley and part of Carbon County.  He insists that "the Affordable Care Act remains broken," and that he supports bipartisan legislation (Commonground 2025) that would both extend subsidies while enacting measures designed to stop fraud.

It's nice to see a member of Congress who is willing to think independently and is evidence that the stranglehold that Trump has held on Republicans is loosening. 

Wednesday, December 17, 2025

UPDATED: Governor Shapiro Is Pushing Brooks in Pa. 7 Race

Politico has reported that Governor Josh Shapiro has endorsed former firefighter Robert Brooks in the crowded Dem Congressional primary race for Pa.-7.  It makes sense that, as a potential Presidential contender, he'd want as many Democrats in the House as Pennsylvania can elect. But it makes little sense for him to inject himself into a Democratic primary that already has five candidates. His endorsement is far more likely to net him enemies than friends. 

His selection of Brooks is particularly puzzling. 

Not that long ago, Brooks was portraying himself as a Clint Eastwood who would make any Trumper proud. It's not every day that a Democratic congressional candidate posts a meme that also includes a skull with a Roman numeral III. This signifies the three percenters, a militia movement that advocates resistance to perceived government abuses.

Strange as it may seem, Brooks originally supported Congressional candidate Lamont McClure and even sent out text messages calling McClure a "strong Democrat with a proven track record of putting out fires and a long history of standing up to corruption."

Then there's the matter of him screwing his in-laws. In 2008, his in-laws transferred a residential property to him and his then wife and even fronted the cost of subdividing the property to the tune of $55,000. Brooks promised to pay the money back but never did. He was sued, and a $130,000 award was entered against him in 2020. In an effort to string things along, he appealed but lost in a unanimous Pennsylvania Superior Court ruling. In 2022, judgment was entered against him for $130,000. 

That judgment remains open of record. 

After screwing over his in-laws, he and his wife eventually parted ways, with a divorce being granted in 2018. He finally quitclaimed his interest in the property to his ex-wife in 2022, although he still may live there. Before that happened, two foreclosure actions were filed against him. And he was sued by two credit card companies. He currently owns no real estate. 

He's a "man" who screwed over his own family and who dropped a candidate he said he supported. And although he pretended to be a Clint Eastwood type of guy, he's now pretending to be a Bernie Sanders type of guy. 

Did Shapiro even vet this guy? 

10:15 AM Update: According to Rich Wilkins, the Shapiro endorsement is all about the firefighters' union and their money. "[T]he IAFF is really damn good at politics. When the IAFF backs a candidate for President, that candidate usually wins the Democratic nomination, at a minimum. The Governor wants the IAFF to support him in future campaigns, such as for Governor in 2026 and for President in 2028, and let’s be honest, one is more critical right now than the other. It’s very clear this is why this endorsement is happening, and anyone saying otherwise is a liar."

NorCo Exec Vetoes Ordinance That Tramples Executive Power; Violates Sunshine Act and Robert's Rules

Northampton County Council may have thought that it conducted its last meeting of the year on December 11, but it looks like it will be meeting again on Thursday night.  A special meeting has been called for the express purpose of overriding McClure's veto of an ordinance adopted on December 4 that appears to have been adopted unlawfully

When NorCo Council met on December 4, it had a packed agenda. This included a vote on budget amendments, the budget itself, the millage rate and several related resolutions. Though that should be more than enough business for one meeting, Council President Lori Vargo Heffner wanted to reconsider a proposed ordinance that was previously tabled by Council by a 9-0 vote on August 7, nearly four months before. 

When this proposed ordinance was tabled, it was tabled indefinitely, not to a specific date. Under Robert's Rules, when an item is tabled indefinitely, it dies. If Vargo-Heffner wanted to consider it again, she would need to re-introduce as a new ordinance, and a public hearing would be needed. 

This was the point made by soon-to-be Judge Jeremy Clark at an Easton City Council meeting on December 10 concerning an unrelated ordinance that had been tabled several months before. "If the matter is not addressed by the next meeting, the matter technically dies and then it must be re-introduced and voted on again."

This procedural rule prevents some Council members from blindsiding others, including the public, concerning a matter that everyone thought had been put to bed. It's a matter of basic fairness.   

I suspect that Vargo-Heffner wanted to get this ordinance adopted now because the incoming County Council would hesitate before hamstringing incoming Executive Zrinski. 

In addition to violating Robert's Rules. the resurrection of this dead ordinance also violates the Sunshine Act.  Northampton County Council must publish an agenda for an upcoming meeting 24 hours in advance. This item was missing from the published agenda. It could be added, but Council is required at the onset of the meeting to vote and approve changing the agenda. That never happened. 

In a veto message dated December 11, McClure points out yet another potential Sunshine Act violation. The ordinance requires that the Council President can appoint as many members as she wishes to a committee that evaluates bids. This is an invitation to back-room meetings instead of conducting business in a public spotlight. 

McClure also called the ordinance, which injects County Council into procurement, an impermissible encroachment into the Executive's power to administer county government as set forth in Article IX of the Home Rule Charter. While I strongly support a tight rein on the executive branch, packing evaluation committees behind closed doors with part-time Council members will make county government more unwieldy and present more opportunities for mischief. This goes far beyond legislation and oversight and makes Council members mini-Executives. 

Council member Ken Kraft argued that the now nontabled ordinance, which was "wordsmithed" to include far more Council involvement in the procurement process than in the original proposal, should be advertised before a vote is taken. He also said Council is "overreaching" and that Vargo Heffner is micro-managing. "You're getting in the way," he said. "You're tripping over nickels to save pennies."

Council member Kelly Keegan said she should have had 24 hours' notice and is right because that's what the Sunshine Act requires. 

In the end, Count Council voted for the change in procurement with only Keegan voting No. I have problems with it substantively but am more troubled that it was adopted both in violation of the Sunshine Act and Robert's Rules. 

Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Trump's Narcissistic Response to Reiner Murders

When Charlie Kirk, a conservative influencer with some relatively extreme views was assassinated, it was a cause for celebration among many of those who detested his politics. Among them was NorCo Council member Kelly Keegan, who is also a school nurse. Many people on both sides of the political divide were outraged at her utter insensitivity to the murder of another human being and were right to be appalled. Rob Reiner was a hardcore liberal, even by Hollywood standards, but the producer of "The Princess Bride" refused to follow the lead of those who danced on Kirk's grave. He instead reacted with empathy and compassion. He told Piers Morgan that his reaction was one of "absolute horror. It's beyond belief what happened to him. That should never happen to anybody. I don't care what your political beliefs are. That's not acceptable."

Reiner himself, along with his wife, were murdered on Sunday. One of their sons, who suffered from substance abuse, has been arrested. Here's how President Donald Trump responded. 

In Trump's twisted and narcissistic mind, the murder was apparently justified because Reiner was critical of him. Just as I consider Kelly Keegan an ugly person for her total lack of empathy, the same has to be said of Trump. But while Keegan is just one of none members of a county governing body, Trump is the supposed to be our President. I am ashamed of and disgusted by him.

Damage to Allentown's "Lights in the Parkway" Estimated at $100k, Police Investigating

Here's the latest from Allentown Communications Director Genesis Ortega concerning this past weekend's vandalism at "Lights in the Parkway."

Move It Monday will proceed tonight as planned, featuring a Hanukkah Night theme in partnership with the Jewish Community Center of the Lehigh Valley, from 5:30 p.m. to 10:00 p.m. Police will be present throughout the event to help ensure a safe and welcoming experience for all attendees.

 

At this time, there is no public criminal update related to the vandalism investigation. We continue to assess the full scope of damage. While the final valuation is still being tallied, the City is currently projecting a minimum loss of $100,000, which includes staffing costs, damaged and destroyed displays, and lost revenue.

 

Several signature displays have been confirmed as total losses and are not salvageable, including Old Man Winter, Penguin with the Top Hat, and Fishing Penguins, with a combined estimated value of $60,000.


Despite the damage, the City is grateful to share that Holiday Outdoor Decor reached out immediately after learning about the incident and visited the site this morning. In a remarkable show of support, the company has loaned 22 display pieces to help replace those that were damaged. City crews are actively removing vandalized displays, and thanks to this generosity, the attraction will be restored and ready to reopen to vehicle traffic tomorrow night, provided there are no additional setbacks.

 

Lights in the Parkway is a fundraiser benefiting local nonprofit organizations. Due to last night’s closure, the featured nonprofit, Allen High School, lost a day of donations. The City will still provide the organization’s stipend for the impacted day, and additional donations are encouraged.

 

Those interested in supporting the program and helping replace damaged displays can contribute through The Parknership at: https://givebutter.com/25lights. Donations will be used directly to replace destroyed light displays.

 

We also extend our sincere thanks to the sponsors who support Lights in the Parkway year after year, as well as the many community members who have expressed encouragement and support.

The City will continue to provide updates as the damage assessment and investigation progress.

NorCo Council's Ron Heckman's Parting Thoughts

Northampton County Council member Ron Heckman was at his last meeting as a member of the governing body on December 11. He was first elected to County Council in 1990 and served until 1998, when he was appointed by Executive Glenn Reibman as Human Services Director. He stayed in that job until January 2016. From there he went to work for Lehigh County but returned to NorCo Council in 2018. He twice served as Council President and three times as VP. He did not use his position in county government to further a political career in the state house or elsewhere. He was, in the best sense of the word, a servant to the public good. He could be remembered for many things. But if one thing stands out, he was an ardent advocate of the power of county council and its duty to provide oversight. This sometimes resulted in friction, but it stops the executive branch from growing too powerful. This unfortunately, has been a problem on all levels of government. Though I am critical of President Donald Trump, the road to autocracy began long before he was President.  

We need more Ron Heckmans in government. 

Plus, he has great hair.

Here's what he said on his way out the door. 

It's been my honor.

It was an honor to have been elected to county council three times, and it's been a privilege to serve.

And also, as the Director of Human Services, I want to thank the voters of the County for putting their trust in me all these times.

And I would especially thank my family, especially my wife, Margaret, sitting there with the camera for the work they've done on my behalf.

I've often told her, She doesn't believe it, but it's true.

If it hadn't been for her, I doubt if I would ever get elected. She's been with me through my ups and downs, and I can't say enough about that.

I thank the people I served with, past and present, for your support and comradeship.

I've always considered myself a lifelong learner, and I continue to learn new things.

In 1989, when I was one of the 10 Democrats in our primary, imy biggest fear was that I'd come at last. I worked hard in that race. Somehow, I didn't come in last.

36 years later, between Northampton and Lehigh counties, I believe it's time to move on, get fresh blood, and I just want to say to all, thank you, and I wish everyone the best going forward.

It's been my pleasure.

I think.

Thank you all.

Monday, December 15, 2025

Is This America?

Diane Figueroa is a U.S. citizen from Illinois who was on her way to work after dropping her 5 year-old son off at school. She stopped for a cup of coffee on the way but as she got closer to her destination, "I approached what seemed to be chaos." While driving she was sideswiped by a silver SUV with double-tinted windows. Before she knew what was happening, masked passengers jumped out of the SUV with guns drawn and proceeded to yank this young woman out of her car. (You can see that video below). After being rammed off the road and dragged from her car at gunpoint, she was thrown into a van without explanation or rights read. While in custody, she was denied medical care despite recent kidney surgeries, mocked when she begged for help, and left in degrading conditions. She emphasizes the racial profiling, abuse of authority, and trauma she endured, noting that she was never formally arrested or charged. Her assailants were ICE agents. I'd call them Nazis. I believe the more reasonable among you, including those of you who voted for President Donald Trump, would agree. Close the borders? Sure. Deport illegals who commit crimes? Yes. Yanking a defenseless American woman from her car after you sideswiped her? Nazi. 

Below is the statement she gave at a Congressional hearing last week.

Thank you for giving me the space to speak today. My name is Dayanne Figueroa. I am a proud first-generation Mexican American, a Criminal Justice major, a single mother, and a future law student. What happened to me almost exactly two months ago, on October 10, 2025, was not law enforcement. It was violence, blatant racial profiling, and a shocking abuse of federal authority.

That morning, I kissed my son goodbye and watched him walk into school, never imagining that it would be what felt like days, before I felt safe again. On my regular commute into Chicago, I approached what looked like chaos - cars stopped in the middle of the street, people running, yelling, and recording on their phones.

Moments later, my life changed forever.

A silver SUV with double-tinted windows suddenly swerved into my lane and struck my car. The driver’s face was almost entirely concealed - hat, dark tinted glasses, a face mask. He made no gesture. No signal. And he did nothing to identify himself.

Before I could even process what was happening, his passengers - other masked men -jumped out with guns drawn and aimed directly at me. They ripped my door open. One of them screamed in my face, demanding that I get out, yet never identified himself, never asked for my ID, and never told me whether I was being detained or why. They never read me my rights. Instead - I was violated - these tough guys violently dragged me from my car, yanked me by my feet, ripped my phone from my hand.

Beaten, bleeding, and barefoot, I was thrown into a red van. I begged them to tell me who they were and where they were taking me. No one answered. I was shoved onto the edge of a third-row seat - no seatbelt, suffocating heat, no air conditioning. I was wedged between two terrified Latino men who did not speak English. We were all handcuffed. Unsecured. Helpless. I went into a full panic attack.

While I was shaking, crying, gasping for air, and banging my head against the window, screaming for help - hoping someone from the outside could hear me - they raised their phones and began photographing me openly. Two more masked men in full black tactical gear, carrying professional cameras, had been circling me from the beginning - documenting my terror, where those images ended up? Only God knows. I was not treated like a human being, and certainly not like a U.S. citizen, but preyed upon - they were proud to have captured me.

I was first violated at the Broadview Immigration Detention Center and eventually while in FBI custody in Lombard. Everything moved quickly and without explanation. I was fingerprinted, photographed, swabbed for DNA, and fully processed and identified. All the while, my physical condition was rapidly worsening. I repeatedly told them I was recovering from two recent kidney surgeries. No one took it seriously - until I began to pee blood.

I begged for help. For a phone call, a lawyer, for water, and bandages. For anything to ease the pain. Instead, I was laughed at and thrown into a filthy jail cell. The only toilet available for me was under direct surveillance. With no privacy, no dignity, and unbearable pain, I had no choice but to use it. When visible blood appeared, their soulless demeanor finally vanished - not out of care, but because they did not want me to die in their custody.

While I was being kidnapped, my family and friends were desperately trying to find me. Contacting members of our inner circles, elected officials, civil rights organizations, and legal advocates. They didn’t know whether I had been killed, kidnapped, or trafficked.

Hours later, when I was finally allowed access to my phone again by the heroic paramedics, my cut and trembling hands could barely type - but I managed to send a message at 2:07 p.m.: “in an ambulance.” Within seconds, my boyfriend replied with something that stunned me - a photo of the very Village of Lombard ambulance I was inside of. Their determination, their love, and their refusal to stop searching are the only reasons I was not lost entirely, like the thousands of people - including children - who have been reported missing from the ICE locator system since these domestic terrorizations began in our country, or worse, killed - like my neighbor and father of two, Silverio Villegas Gonzalez of Franklin Park, Illinois…….A father of two minors…….my neighbor….. died in the course of an ICE Operation….

What happened to me that day was not an arrest. It was an assault and the kidnapping of a U.S. citizen.

I was never arrested.

Never charged.

Never given an explanation.

And never given an apology.

But the damage is done and continues.

I suffered severe bruising, nerve damage, a broken tooth, and aggravated injuries to my leg and wrists. My surgically repaired kidney became swollen and inflamed. And emotionally, I developed PTSD, panic attacks, and severe anxiety. I swear - I’ve been kidnapped in my nightmares every single night since.

Weeks later, a disturbing pattern emerged - reports of nearly identical incidents. This time, a man with schizophrenia was kidnapped and later released in a completely different town by the same masked agents, using the same reckless tactics and the same red van they used to attack me. It is important for me to say this clearly: the individuals who did this do not represent the honorable men and women who serve in our military, our local police departments, or our federal agencies with integrity and accountability. Those people protect us. What I encountered operated in the shadows - masked, unnamed, and unaccountable.

Yet even in this darkness, I have witnessed the best of humanity - strangers reaching out from across this country and beyond, reminding me that most Americans still believe in compassion, fairness, and accountability.

I am pursuing justice - not just for myself, but for every person who has been or could be unlawfully targeted. My message is simple: keep recording. Keep documenting. Keep advocating. Transparency and accountability protect us all.

Despite everything, I am here.

I am standing.

I am speaking.

Because I refuse to let ICE rewrite my story.

I refuse to let fear silence me.

And I refuse to let my son grow up in a country where masked federal agents can assault women in broad daylight without consequence.

This was not just an “incident.”

It was a violation of my physical being, my rights, my dignity, and my humanity.

And I will not rest until there is accountability, transparency, and change.

Thank you for listening.

And thank you for standing with me.

The Grinch Hits Allentown's "Lights in the Parkway"

When I skimmed a notice from Allentown Communications Director Genesis Ortega on Sunday about the "Lights in the Parkway" being closed, I assumed it was due to the weekend's snowstorm. It's sad to see that the reason is because the displays have been vandalized. Here's the release:

December 14, 2025 – Lights in the Parkway is closed tonight following a significant act of vandalism that caused extensive damage to holiday light displays, including restrooms at Lehigh Parkway. The vandalism has resulted in port-a-potties being pushed into the river, bent light poles and posts, and crushed light bulbs.

We are actively assessing the full extent of the damage and determining the broader impact on the remainder of the Lights in the Parkway season. Preliminary assessments indicate that restoring the damaged displays will be difficult and costly during the current season.

As a result, we have not yet made a determination on whether Move It Monday, scheduled for tomorrow, will proceed. An update will be provided as soon as more information becomes available.

Residents and visitors who purchased tickets for tonight’s Lights in the Parkway event should contact the Parks Office for assistance with rebooking or refunds at (610) 437-7757 (Monday–Friday, 8:00 a.m.–4:00 p.m.) or by email at events@allentownpa.gov.

The City has deployed its full complement of Parks crews, who are simultaneously addressing last night’s snowstorm, assisting Public Works crews, and responding to the vandalism while securing and evaluating the site.

City officials condemn all acts of vandalism, and stress that last night’s incident impacts not only a beloved holiday tradition, but also the staff, volunteers, and families who look forward to this event each year.

While we continue to evaluate repair options, please know that every effort will be made to keep the Lights in the Parkway tradition going with the resources currently available.

This incident is being investigated by the Allentown Police Department. Anyone with information can contact the department at (610) 437-7753. Tipsters are also encouraged to provide information related to the incident through the TIP411 application on www.allentownpa.gov/police.

The City of Allentown will release additional information once the damage assessment is complete and next steps are determined.

I question whether this could have occurred but for Saturday night's storm. Emergency responders and public works were no doubt prioritized city streets and local accidents and medical emergencies over the parkway, But given the time that it must have taken to commit these numerous acts of malicious mischief, I suspect that the numerous cameras deployed in Allentown might help solve this insult to family fun. I believe that unless this kind of behavior is addressed and the perpetrators are nabbed, it becomes an invitation for similar acts throughout the city. 

I have an alibi.